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Near-naked college girls sunning on the beach, and spying through unsuspecting lovers' windows at night—these pursuits possess him. Marzee Banks is a bright African-American college student, striving to escape what he considers the hum-drum of lower middle-class blackness in Southern California. Yet he fights the battle with futility, with his voyeuristic demon gnawing and gnashing at him constantly. Almost caught while cruising a student apartment complex, he is referred to counseling by his psychology professor who witnessed him running away. While in therapy, he attempts to explore the origins of his inner demons, only to be diverted by them instead.

Uncontrollable lust obsesses him when he first encounters his philosophy instructor, a ravishing mid-thirties German woman named Utte Thorndike. Smitten by her beauty and mystique, he stalks her. Discovering her address on the Internet, he visits her neighborhood, peeps through her bedroom window at night, and finally enters her house when it is vacant. What he discovers and what he hears while hiding frantically in a broom closet throws his already chaotic life into a frenzy. Loss, abandonment, grief, and trust—all rush in to replace his obsessions as he races to protect that from which he yearned to escape.


Oliver B. Williams


Oliver B. Williams' career resembles a web rather than a path. His interests have spanned the spectrum of professional extremes: TV repairman, technical documentation writer, microelectronics engineer and manager, inventor, statistician, flight instructor, Lear Jet charter pilot, market research analyst, Internet entrepreneur, community mental health counselor, college professor, clinical and research psychologist, and fiction writer. A bachelor's degree in physics, a masters in counseling psychology and statistics, and a doctorate from the University of California, Santa Barbara in Clinical Psychology, he claims one constant thread in what would appear as a morass of career dissonance: writing. Technical, research, essays, non-fiction, fiction—he has never abandoned his love of writing—explaining, entertaining, motivating.

"Life contains too many challenges, so many things to learn and experience. And it's too short. How one could settle on a job for thirty years, then retire?—I don't know. I enjoy everything I do; I've enjoyed everything I've done. I've finished what I've started, and I have no regrets."

"First and foremost in my life, I'm a father and a husband. I'm happily married for over seventeen years, and I have four wonderful and intelligent children. I grew up in three African-American urban ghettos: Los Angeles, Detroit, and Omaha. I attribute my multiple interests, careers, education, and social/race experiences with providing me a unique perspective and coping style which helped me survive in a dichotomous and sometimes irrational world. I've sought to pass on my experiences to my children, and hopefully entertain—maybe enlighten—a few readers with the same.”

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